The words of Floyd McClung met me today, as I read his article, Apostolic Passion:

"A young man in Bible school offered to help David Wilkerson years ago when he was ministering on the streets of New York City. Wilkerson asked him how much time he spent in prayer. The young student estimated about 20 minutes a day. Wilkerson told him, "Go back, young man. Go back for a month and pray two hours a day, every day for 30 days. When you've done that, come back. Come back, and I might consider turning you loose on the streets where there is murder, rape, violence and danger. If I sent you out now on 20 minutes a day, I'd be sending a soldier into battle without any weapons, and you would get killed."

Glory despite the stench

In John 11, Mary and Martha ask Jesus to come and heal their brother Lazarus. Jesus comes two days later, and Lazarus has already died.

“When Mary reached the place where Jesus was and saw him, she fell at his feet and said, "Lord, if you had been here, my brother would not have died." When Jesus saw her weeping, and the Jews who had come along with her also weeping, he was deeply moved in spirit and troubled. "Where have you laid him?" he asked.  "Come and see, Lord," they replied.
Jesus wept. Then the Jews said, "See how he loved him!" But some of them said, "Could not he who opened the eyes of the blind man have kept this man from dying?" Jesus, once more deeply moved, came to the tomb. It was a cave with a stone laid across the entrance. "Take away the stone," he said.  "But, Lord," said Martha, the sister of the dead man, "by this time there is a bad odor, for he has been there four days." Then Jesus said, "Did I not tell you that if you believed, you would see the glory of God?" So they took away the stone. Then Jesus looked up and said, "Father, I thank you that you have heard me. I knew that you always hear me, but I said this for the benefit of the people standing here, that they may believe that you sent me." When he had said this, Jesus called in a loud voice, "Lazarus, come out!" The dead man came out, his hands and feet wrapped with strips of linen, and a cloth around his face. Jesus said to them, "Take off the grave clothes and let him go." John 11:32-44

I love this story. Jesus knows human nature; that those around Lazarus are mourning his death, and wondering why Jesus didn't do something. And the stink of the dead after four days...

But He asks; "Did I not tell you that if you believed, you would see the glory of God?"

It’s awesome.

It’s easy to doubt and despair in the stench of life. Evil, human need, and injustice have a paralyzing effect- a smell that it’s easier to turn from than embrace. Father, remind me that as You chose to embrace and become engaged in our world with it’s awful stench, you invite me to do the same. I fully believe that the glory of God is stronger than the worst smells on earth.

i love my family!

We don't all get together much.... but we always have time to take a few pictures, much to my dad's dismay.
He loves us, though ;)